God's End, Part I: The God Who Asked to Die

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The Stranger at the Well

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The birds went quiet three days before the stranger came.

Orrin noticed it first on the high pasture, where he had spent the week driving the village's sheep up toward the last of the autumn grass. There was always birdsong up there. Larks rose from the heather like thrown sparks, and the rock-pipits chattered along the drystone walls, and somewhere above the ridge a buzzard was always turning a slow wet circle against the clouds. On the first morning the larks did not rise. On the second the pipits sat on the walls with their feathers puffed out, silent, watching the road. On the third day the buzzard was gone altogether, and the sky over Tarn's Rest hung empty and grey as the inside of a pot lid.

The sheep had felt it too. They bunched together on the slope and would not graze, and when Orrin whistled the dogs in, they came low to the ground with their ears flat, and pressed against his legs instead of working the flock. He was nineteen years old, broad through the shoulders and long in the arm, with the sort of face that people described as calm when they were being kind and as unreadable when they were not. He crouched and put his hand on the lead dog's skull, and felt it trembling beneath his palm like a plucked string.

"Easy," he said. "There's nothing here."

There was nothing there. He had checked the ridge twice that morning. He had walked the whole length of the north wall looking for wolf sign, because last winter a pack had come down off the fells and taken four lambs and a dog, and Orrin had gone out alone at dusk and come back at dawn with blood on his sleeves that was mostly not his own. He had found no tracks, no scat, no scent. Only the silence, and under the silence a faint, steady pressure, like the feeling of standing at the foot of a very tall wall, and knowing without looking up that something enormous was leaning over you.

He brought the flock down early.

Tarn's Rest sat in a bowl of the hills, a hundred and forty souls and some two dozen houses of grey stone with roofs of heavy slate, stacked up the slope in the order they had been built, oldest at the top. Terraced barley fields stepped down below the houses, the stubble gone gold-brown now and pale with frost at the edges. A single road wound up from the lowlands, the pilgrim road, though no pilgrims had walked it in Orrin's lifetime, and in the middle of the village, where the road ended, lay the square with its well.

The well was older than the village. Everyone said so. Its stone lip was worn smooth and dished by the hands of people who had been dead for centuries, and its cover was a ring of iron so old that the rust had gone black and glossy like beetle-shell. The water was cold and sweet and never failed, even in the drought summer when the stream dried to a trickle of stones. Children were told that the well went all the way down to the roots of the world. Orrin had never believed it. Orrin had once been lowered into it on a rope at the age of eleven, on a dare, and had seen only dark water and his own white face looking up.

When he came down off the pasture road with the sheep, the whole village was standing in the square.

They stood in a loose ring around the well, perhaps eighty of them, which was most of the people who could stand. No one was speaking. Old Dessa, the elder, stood at the front with her stick planted and both hands folded on top of it. Lysa the healer was there with her sleeves still rolled to the elbow and flour on her forearms. Brannoch leaned against the corner of the smithy with his bad leg stretched out, the way he always did, but his face was not lazy. His face was as hard as a shut door. Children clung to their mothers' skirts. Several of the women were crying, silently, with no sobbing and no sound, only tears running down their cheeks and dripping off their chins, and none of them seemed to know it.

At the well stood a man.

He was tall, and thin in the way of someone who has been walking for a very long time, and he wore a long robe of a colour Orrin could only call ash, grey going to white at the hem as if the cloth had been dipped in the dust of a burned house. His feet were bare. They were bare and perfectly clean, though the pilgrim road was two days of mud and broken stone from the lowlands. His hair was white and fell to his shoulders. His face was old, deeply lined, and gentle in a way that made Orrin's throat tighten for no reason he could name.

It was the shadow that was wrong.

The sun had been low and weak all afternoon, and every other shadow in the square stretched long and thin to the east. The stranger's shadow did not. It lay beneath him in a thick dark pool, heavy, almost solid, and it leaned toward the west, against the light, against the sun, the way a man leans against a load. As Orrin watched, the pool of it seemed to sag, as though something very large were pressing down on it from above.

And in that moment Orrin felt it too, the thing the women were crying about. It rose in his chest without warning: a grief with no name and no face, enormous and old, the grief of a thousand funerals that no one had come to. He thought of a stranger buried in a ditch. He thought of a child who had died in a winter nobody remembered. His eyes stung. He blinked hard and set his jaw, and the feeling pulled back, as a tide pulls back from a stone it cannot move.

The stranger's head turned. His eyes were the colour of banked embers, deep red under grey, and they found Orrin across the whole width of the square as though no one else were standing there.

"There," the stranger said softly. "The one who does not flinch."

His voice was quiet, and everyone heard it. It sounded like a bell rung a long way off, under water.

Dessa's stick tapped once on the cobbles. "Stranger," she said, and her voice was dry and steady, though her knuckles had gone white. "You are a guest at Tarn's Rest, and you will have a guest's welcome. Bread, a roof, a fire. But you will tell us first what you are."

The stranger looked at her with something very like affection. "Wise," he said. "Yes. You are wise to ask. You are wise to be afraid, too, but you are doing both well." He turned and set one pale hand on the lip of the well. The stone beneath his fingers darkened as if it had gone wet. "I have walked a long road to reach this place. I was told the well here was old enough to remember me. It is. I felt it sing as I came over the ridge." He drew a slow breath. "I will drink first, if I may. Then I will answer."

No one stopped him. Lysa half stepped forward and thought better of it. The stranger lowered the bucket on its chain, and the chain ran out much farther than it should have, clinking and clinking in the dark, and when the bucket came up it was full to the brim and utterly still. He drank from his cupped hands. A few drops fell from his fingers, and where they struck the cobbles they hissed softly, and the stone steamed.

When he straightened, the pressure in the square lifted by a fraction, like a hand easing off a shoulder.

"My name," he said, "is Serath. Some of you may have heard it in the old songs. It is not a name that gets sung much any more."

A sound moved through the crowd, a breath drawn in by eighty people at once. An old man at the back made a sign over his chest. Somewhere a child began to cry and was hushed. Brannoch pushed himself off the smithy wall and stood upright with his hand drifting, without his seeming to notice, toward the hammer hanging at his belt.

Serath, the Unmourned. The song said he was one of the old gods, the youngest of the pantheon that had walked the world before the roads were laid. The song said he had held up a portion of the sky when the sky fell, and that the sky had never quite been put right. The song was not a happy one, and it had very few verses, because after the third no one could bear to sing it.

"I do not come to take anything from you," Serath said. "I want you to hear that before I say the rest. I have come to ask for one thing. I will not ask it of all of you. I will ask it of one."

He lifted his hand and pointed, quite gently, across the square.

"You," he said. "The one who does not flinch. The one who stood on the wall last winter, alone, and did not run. What is your name?"

Eighty heads turned. Orrin felt each of them land on his skin like a small cold coin. He felt his mother's gaze from the doorway of the mill, and felt the sheep bunching behind him, and the dogs pressing against his knees. He could have said nothing. He could have turned around and walked back up the pasture road, and no one in Tarn's Rest would have blamed him.

"Orrin," he said. His own voice sounded strange to him, rough and very ordinary. "Orrin Vale. My mother's the miller."

"Orrin," Serath repeated, as if tasting it. He smiled, a small tired smile, the first Orrin had seen on anything in three days. "A good name. Plain. It will bear weight."

He let his hand fall, and drew himself up to his full height, and for one moment the dark pool of his shadow rose behind him like the shape of something with wings folded, something so huge that the whole square dimmed beneath it. Then it settled, and he was only an old man again, standing at a well.

"I am a god, Orrin Vale," said Serath, "and I am very tired, and I have come all this way to ask you to kill me."

No one in the square moved. A wind came down from the ridge for the first time in three days, and the iron cover of the well rang once, low, like a struck bell.

Then Dessa's stick fell clattering to the stones, and the silence broke into a hundred voices at once, and Orrin stood in the middle of it with his heart hammering and his hands hanging open at his sides, looking at the old god across the well, and understood that nothing in his life would ever be the same again.

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